I remember the overwhelming feeling I had when I was researching adoption agencies for our first adoption. I felt as if my head was spinning every time I sat in front of the computer! We have always wanted to add to our family and we have always believed we would use the same agency. Times have changed and the wait list at the agency we used is very long......
So now I am back to that all too familiar, overwhelming feeling. We are prayerful and believe the Lord will lead us to where we need to be.....just like He did 5 years ago. I know the Lord will provide, if it is His will for our family to grow. Even though I am reminded of His blessings every day, I am not comfortable in this place we are finding ourselves again. I always hoped it would be better the second time around. So far, I am finding it is not better....it is just different.
I think of you often, going through these choices, and marvel at your strength. You are an amazing woman, and with God's heavenly hand upon you, you and your family will find God's plan for your lives come to it's essence in due time. You and your DH, are two of the best parents I know and I am positive that God's plan has more beautiful children in store for you!
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